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From the date I've been here.. I have missed so many things in my life.. just thought of making it down here as I feel like I can not go on anymore.. I was in tears in the afternoon when I think about all the things that I have sacrifice just to make other life a success. Maybe the statement is very much selfish but I just felt it that way... Just wanna remember when I am 41 years older, how I felt the fist year end of my 31 years.... So here we go.... My Little Angel - Gesandi Duwa...... Remembering you will give tears in my eyes.. Even now I have tears in my eyes ( feel so scared that my room mate will see the tears as I don't want her to see me crying). You were a turn back point in my life.. Leaving you in SL and coming was the hardest decision that I've made in my life.. It was not that difficult for me to leave my parents and come out. When I remember how I played with you and made fun out of everything and when I remember your smile and the way I tickled you... I...

I just finished watching this incredible movie from the net and you know it is really really a good one... I have uploaded some pictures of the same.. The main actress Miley Cirus is a superb talented girl and she made me cry so many times... Yeah I couldn't stop crying.. though it sounds crazy... As per my view she is not a very much pretty looking girl.. But of cause she got talent. MOVIE PICTURE FROM THE WEB All songs in the movie are sung by her and my favorite from all that is " Goodbye" ..... the lyrics are really impressive and very much inspirational. The story  flows on romance and even though it is very much in to family and relationship.. Love it and Surangika recommended it to me.. Thanks Suran .... Every time I look at her I remembered you.. You are living  in that character.....

“Sometimes the people whom we've known only a short period of time have a bigger impact on us than those we've known forever….”

Too hard to explain where it brings us and where it stops us... Sometimes its so hard to carry on.. Sometimes it feels like in a heaven... But this is life so we have to go on somehow... Life brings us friend and it shows what life is all about.  In my life I still did not feel what a real friendship means and what it can give a life.. I have felt a little bit of friendship.. the beginning of it but life has never given me a chance to move forward.. (or is it me?) At once the real face of the friendship that I feel like a little dream comes out.. It shows the face of cheaters and lairs hatred..  So how can I carry on like that.. can there be a real thing called friendship out there in the world....? I know,  to have a real friendship the sacrifices are more to do than expecting a lot from another person. But even after making all the sacrifices.. if I am the one who is getting hurt.. If I'm the one who want to carry on nor be with.. Then I guess there is no fri...

I'm very much lucky to have a friend like you. Arvind you are my first friend who is from another nationality whom I became very close with (other than my pend friend whom I do not have any connection any more) and I am lucky to have a friend from my neighbor country. Your logical way of thinking is sometimes a very big advantage for me. You were always there for me when my life was very tough (I don't say it is easy for me now). though I call you chotah bachcha (you really are).. I know you have a very big heart and a very big hand (big mouth too ...) ready to help anyone as possible. Its a very rare quality in this country. I really believe that this is you.. and hope that this friendship will be there for a life time. Thank you for all time spent with me.. Thank you for all the extra effort taken to motivate me.. Thank you for making me understand my values when I was underestimating them. Thank you for helping me when I am lost and lonely and so much helpless. ...

The fact is life is tooooooo boring here without both of you.... Miss you too too much..... Last three days were holidays in Dubai.. They celebrated Eid festival. First day of the Holiday (i.e. 14th October) I went out for a movie.. Didn't have a good Hollywood one to watch. So had to watch what was available there. It was a tamil movie called "Raja Rani".. Movie was a superb one. In fact it was a love story. It was not a typical tamil movie with lots of fights and political issues. Story had a good flow. It was at Dubai Mall Cinema "VOX". started around 8pm and finished at 11.15. Had to catch a taxi as the last metro left before I reach the platform. Thought of going for another one again... Must go for a English movie next time...   Raja Rani movie poster Picture of VOX Cinema On 15th, I went to Sharja with my roommate and her friend. Actually we went to visit my dear friend ...